I’m lost without you.
Safe to say you became a part of me. You helped me write a chapter of my life that I can never erase. Words so deep written in the finest ink. Out penmanship so beautiful. The way our hearts touched was like cursive, never to separate, until ‘The End’ came along. & now that our story is written, the time we shared is once upon a time & the end of this fairytale isn’t a happily ever after because they tears that fall shows the conflict before the resolution that will never come to surface as you continue to walk away into the distance.
Can you help me know me again? Can you travel this road with me, ridding me of loneliness, giving me encouragement to continue searching. Or will you watch as I murder my own existence while trying to find the reason for it, knowing it’s you?
I’m lost without you, not to say you complete me, but you are a significant piece to the puzzle of who I am. & without you I am not complete, so maybe that is a passive contradiction like how I hate you so much because I love you so much more than you will ever know.
Without you, I am lost. & you don’t care…
You smile genuinely & it’s not me that’s on your mind. You’re thoughts run wild & I am just a memory lying there. Do you think of me? Do you want to?
Do you love me?
Do you know how much I love you?